Nothin’ you confess, could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you

Inspired by ‘I’ll Stand By You’ by the ‘Pretenders‘

Oliver was a bonded Omega, he had been with David, his Alpha, for 5 years, 3 of those with mutual bond marks to solidify their relationship. He knew one day he and David would fully settle down and have a couple of pups, but until then they had both agreed for Olly to carry on working for a few years before he would have to give it all up to raise their family.

Despite being bonded, Olly thought he had noticed David looking longingly at other Omegas when they had been out together, both Male and Female. When he had got home he looked at himself in the mirror and realised he’d let himself go since they had become paired. It wasn’t intentional, he’d just become comfortable with his relationship and hadn’t felt the need to put in the effort that perhaps he had before they were together.

He knew Alphas could have anyone they wanted, so Olly wanted to make sure there was no reason for his to look around. He was determined to get back in shape and stay that way to look good for David, and make him proud. But the Omega gyms were always so basic, the equipment aimed mostly at female Omegas and the few times he had been there, he had barely worked up a sweat.

Olly knew the rules were there for a reason, to keep Omega’s like him safe., but he couldn’t help himself. If he was going to stay in shape, he needed the weights, he needed the cables, he needed the tools to keep his male physique looking toned and sharp. Tools that the Omega gyms just did not have. So trying to look as dominant as he could, Olly marched into the Alpha gym and set about his workout.

No one challenged him, he was sure they would smell he was an Omega, especially with the pheromones he was emitting as he sweat. But Olly himself could smell the overpowering Alpha scents in the room, and assumed perhaps they were allowing his own to be hidden, letting him fly under the radar. The scents would have been intoxicating for him, if it wasn’t for the bite mark on his neck, protecting his brain from being overwhelmed by all the other Alphas.

Oliver spent a good hour moving between the machines and lifting the heavier weights. By the time he was finished he was drenched in sweat, his clothes sticking to his body from the moisture. Retreating to the locker room, he was pleased to find it empty. He made quick work of shucking off his clothes and shoving them into his locker before he headed to the showers with his towel wrapped loosely around his waist.

Hanging his towel on a free hook out of reach of the spray, he started the water running and waited for it to reach a comfortable temperature. Stepping underneath, he took a moment to close his eyes and allow the warm water to cascade over his body, easing the stiffness that was starting to set in his sore muscles.

With a sudden jolt Olly found himself being roughly shoved against the shower wall. He opened his eyes but the firm grip was holding his head against the tiles and he couldn’t move. He tried to thrash about and break free from the grasp, but the man was too strong for him. He could smell the Alphas scent washing over-him, it was so strong and in this close proximity even his bond mark from David couldn’t prevent his body from reacting.

Against his wishes Oliver felt the tell-tale signs of his slick gushing out of him and running down his legs, the water from the shower washing the excess down the drain. Smelling his arousal the Alpha howled behind him and in one animalistic thrust, forced his huge cock inside him. The Alpha wasn’t gentle, he was determined to meet his own needs. Not caring that Olly was bonded, not caring that this isn’t what he wanted, Omega’s didn’t get to choose.

The assault didn’t ease up after the initial penetration, the man was pounding him hard into the wall, repeatedly pulling all the way out and forcing himself back inside Olly’s hole. Despite himself, he was producing more and more slick, his body enjoying the intrusion and the feeling of being bred. He felt horrible for letting David down, but his cock was hard between his legs as he was getting off on being fucked over and over again. His prostate being stimulated from being constantly stabbed inside him.

With one final thrust, it was over. The Alpha’s knot inflated and filled the Omega with his seed, forcing Oliver’s own release to spurt out onto the tiled floor below, washing down the drain along with his tears. It took a few minutes for the knot inside him to deflate, and as soon as he could work himself free, the Alpha tore himself out and left Oliver to collapse to the shower floor. Not caring if he was hurt or in pain.

Oliver couldn’t move, ashamed at what he’d done, what he allowed to happen. He shouldn’t have come here, why didn’t he follow the rules and stick to his own kind. Oliver stayed on the floor crying until the water ran cold. He didn’t know how long he was down there, he was surprised no one else had come in, that no one had come to rescue him.

Despite not finishing his shower, he turned off the water, grabbed his towel and dried off as quickly as he could. Oliver just needed to get out of there, needed to get home, to safety, to David. God, what was David going to think? Olly didn’t want to tell him, he was ashamed to tell anyone the truth, but he knew David would be able to smell that something was wrong. He could never hide anything from him, they were too in tune with each other’s scents.

Just the thought of the hurt, the disappointment, the anger that David would feel towards him for allowing himself to be used like this. Oliver wanted to collapse onto the bench in the locker room and cry, but he needed to get out of there. Unlocking the locker, he quickly dressed, not bothering with all of his clothes, shoving the rest, including his underwear, into his gym bag. He raced out of there and ran all the way home.

As soon as the door to their apartment was safely shut behind him, the tears started flowing again. He couldn’t help himself. Looking around at the life they’d built together here, all their happy memories displayed in the mementos from trips together, furnishings they’d picked out together and pictures of them with those they cared about on the mantelpiece, it was all too much. Olly was going to be sick, he ran to their bathroom and barely made it to the toilet before he was spewing into the pan.

Once he was sure he couldn’t bring up any more, Oliver walked to their bedroom and followed his natural instincts. He needed to find some comfort, some place of safety. Despite not being in heat, Oliver started to build a nest. He grabbed blankets and pillows from around their apartment, arranging them and rearranging them until they felt just right. He rummaged through their laundry basket until he found a few of David’s favourite shirts and boxers, the ones that smelled the most of the love of his life, adding them amongst the other items in his nest.

Finally, Oliver grabbed his favourite plushie and curled up inside his nest, holding it close as he continued to sob. Allowing the scents of his mate to wash over him, it was both comforting him and wracking him with more guilt at the same time. As he laid in the nest, all the questions he was dreading were going through his mind on a loop; What if David kicked him out? What if he didn’t but refused to mate with him any more? Thinking of him as damaged goods. How would his Omega cope with being rejected by his Alpha?

From the relative safety of his nest, Oliver had no idea what the time was when he heard the door to their apartment open and David call out, “Olly, baby, I’m home,” his voice cheerful and loving. Oliver didn’t respond, he just stayed where he was, quietly sobbing. He wanted David to rescue him, to comfort him, but he also wanted David to stay away as long as possible. While David was away, they were still together, he still had his Alpha. Soon it would all be over.

“Baby?” David called out again as he moved through the apartment, he was starting to sound worried. He must be able to smell Olly’s distress radiating from their bedroom. Coming in through the door, David saw the nest in the corner with his Omega inside and approached cautiously. His Alpha instincts were urging him to rush to Olly’s side and wrap his arms around him, but David knew better than to enter an Omega’s nest without permission.

Moving as close as he dared, David leaned down and asked, “Baby? What’s wrong? Can I join you?”

Olly didn’t want to let David into his nest, if he did, everything would be over, everything would be ruined. But he needed his Alpha’s comfort, needed to feel safe, just one last time.

“Please,” was all Olly managed to whisper and that’s all David needed to hear before he crawled inside and carefully manoeuvred his boy into his arms. Now they were closer, David started to emit calming pheromones to try and soothe his pained boy. David didn’t know what had happened, but he knew it was his job to fix it. He had to fix it.

David took a deep breath, to try and smell if the pheromones were working when he smelled something else, something, unfamiliar. “Sweetheart, you smell…different, what happened.”

This question obviously wasn’t the right one to ask, as Olly burst into tears again. David rubbed his hands up and down the Omega’s back while calming him down again with his emissions. Once his tears were under-control Olly started to speak, “I’m so sorry,” David was confused, what could Oliver possibly have to be sorry about.

“I shouldn’t have let it happen, please don’t hate me, I’m so sorry Alpha,” he started to cry again.

“Sshh, it’s okay, I’m sure it’s nothing bad, I could never hate you my boy. Just…can you tell me what happened,” David tried to sound calm but he was scared of what he might hear next.

“I was at the gym, working out…for you,” he tacked on at the end quickly. David remained silent, allowing Oliver to continue at his own pace. “I’d gone to the locker room, and I was in the shower…I didn’t mean for it to happen, I swear you have to believe that David, please believe that,” he begged.

“Ollypop, please…you’re scaring me, can you try and tell me what happened, please,” David tried to gently encourage.

Sniffing Olly continued, “I don’t know who he was, but…I was in the shower, and he…he…he fucked me,” Oliver burst into tears again, clinging to David’s shirt as if it were a life preserver in the ocean of his pain.

David tried to contain the rage that his Alpha was feeling, that wouldn’t help Oliver right now. He needed to keep a level head, “Olly, can you look at me, please,” David waited for Oliver to look up at him from where he had buried his head in his chest.

Trying not to spook his Omega, David tentatively asked, “Olly, darling, were you…were you raped?”

Olly reluctantly nodded before adding, “He knotted me Alpha, I’m so sorry, please don’t hate me.”

David was shocked, how could his baby boy ever think he would hate him for something that wasn’t his fault. He placed a delicate finger under Olly’s chin and lifted his face to look at him again after he’d buried it back in his chest. He needed Oliver to see the sincerity in his eyes.

“Ollypop, this was not your fault. Nothing you have said could make me love you any less. And if anything happens, you know, like if you get pregnant, I will stand by you. That’s a promise.”

David placed a tender kiss on Oliver’s head and held him tight until he drifted off to sleep in his arms.